"...She's psycho crazy but she draws you in..."

"Will only the believers be led to salvation? That's stupid."

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"Without music... I am nothing."
~Yoshiki Hayashi

"Death borders upon our birth, and our cradle stands in the grave. Our birth is nothing but our death begun."

Yoshiki is love
Yoshiki is love

"I would like to create something beautiful to touch people’s hearts. A lot of times when I was depressed, music helped me. So I would like to create music that’s going to help people and fans."

~Yoshiki Hayashi

"When my choice is between dying and living, I no longer have to be afraid to live my dreams."

Josh Groban is Love

"So I'm calling out
I'm calling out to the only one
Who can save us from what we've done
Don't leave me hanging on
I'm reaching out and praying you'll come back again
It's just darkness I'm living in
And you're the only place my heart has ever been...

Wherever you are right now
Come back and show me how you feel
Because I'm lost without you here..."

~Josh Groban, "You're The Only Place"

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"Bottom line: You've got Jimi Hendrix, you've got Eddie Van Halen, you've got Randy Rhoads and you've got Dimebag Darrell. His influence will be felt forever. And he was the most genuine, kindest guy you ever met. Dime would give you the shirt off his back. The good Lord put him down here to whoop some ass and make everybody happy, and now He needed him, so He took him. I'm sitting in Dime's garage right now — I'm down here to take care of his family, to keep everybody together — and I'm waiting for him to walk through the door. I'm looking at pictures of him on the wall, pictures of us hanging together, and it just crushes me inside. I've never had a brother, but he was as close to blood as possible. My love for him is unconditional and beyond forever."

~Zakk Wylde

X-Japan is the Original Love

"You know, I'm not gonna be a macho guy and say that I'm not afraid of anything, or that there's nothing that really scares me. (long pause) I do have a fear that when I'm with somebody that they're going to find someone better. That they're just gonna walk out of my life. It's happened. Actually, I just had that recently happen. And uh... (Peter lets out a deep sigh) this was a person who I felt I was really in love with, and she was just not the person I thought she was. And, you know, my head's still spinning, and at this point, I don't think I'll ever love anybody, ever again, just because it's not worth the pain."

~Peter Steele of Type O Negative

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Self-Injury: You are NOT the only one.

Monday, March 1, 2004 is SI Awareness Day

"We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, students, and business owners. We have depression, DID, PTSD, eating disorders, borderline personalities, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some were not. We are straight, bi, and gay. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every single race or religion that you can possibly think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks."

Paul Levesque & Stephanie McMahon are love.

Shinya is love

Femme Yoshiki is love
Femme Yoshiki is love

"Beliefs are dangerous. Beliefs allow the mind to stop functioning. A non-functioning mind is clinically dead. Believe in nothing...." ~Maynard James Keenan

"You are ALWAYS responsible for your own actions, so choose them wisely."
~Marilyn Manson

"If I can make someone feel -anything-, that is a good thing in this world."
~Marilyn Manson

Forever Love~matsumoto hideto

"It is easier to fight for your principles than it is to live by them."
~Marilyn Manson

"Anyone with a sense of personality is 'depressed.' The happy people are living a lie."
~Marilyn Manson

"I hope that you find a happy ending, but just know that most do not...but we learn to cope."
~Marilyn Manson

"Intelligence is not as important as how you use it."
~Marilyn Manson

"Stay true to your love; it doesn't matter where you are in life."
~Marilyn Manson

"The more powerful and original a mind, the more it will incline towards the religion of solitude."
~Aldous Huxley

shirtless Yoshiki is love
Shirtless Yoshiki is love

"People who take the time to be alone usually have depth, originality, and quiet reserve."
~John Miller

"You are only what you are when no one is looking."
~Robert C. Edwards

"It is the nature of people to love, then destroy, then love again that which they value most."
~Neale Donald Walsch

"Most people, when they come to you for advice, come to have their own opinions strengthened, not corrected."

"People say they love truth, but in reality they want to believe that which they love is true."

"A truly creative person rids him or herself of all self-imposed limitations."

"You can be whatever you want, like a child or a lunatic. If other people agree or not should remain irrelevant to the world you paint for yourself."

"Choose who and what you trust carefully. Don't believe in anyone who doesn't believe in you."

"You're no one until somebody hates you. You are someone the minute you realize you don't really care to be."
~Marilyn Manson

"People who have given us their complete confidence believe that they have a right to ours. The inference is false; a gift confers no rights."
~Friedrich Nietzsche

"A casual stroll through the lunatic asylum shows that faith does not prove anything."
~Friedrich Nietzsche

"Faith: Belief without evidence in what is told by one who speaks without knowledge of things without parallel."

"Everyone sees what you appear to be; some realize what you are; few realize WHO you are."

"True words are often not beautiful, just as beautiful words are often not true."

"The heart and soul of every performer is fueled by the desire to take the emotion out of the crowd and replace it with the fury of the best performance of their lives."

"There is a quake that rips the soul asunder...it is the pain of remembering."

"Even in the desolate wilderness, stars can still shine."

"I wouldn't mind dying in a plane crash. It'd be a good way to go. I don't want to die in my sleep, or of old age, or OD...I want to feel what it is like. I want to taste it, hear it, smell it. Death is only going to happen to you once; I don't want to miss it."
~Jim Morrison

"I cannot concieve of a God who rewards and punishes his creatures, or has a will of the type of which we are conscious of ourselves. An individual who should survive his physical death is also beyond my comprehension, such notions are for the fears or absurd egoism of feeble souls."
~Albert Einstein

"If you hate a person, you hate something in him that is part of yourself. What isn't part of ourselves doesn't disturb us."
~Hermann Hesse

"The surest way to corrupt a youth is to instruct him to hold in higher esteem those who think alike rather than those who think differently."
~Friedrich Nietzsche

"The entire sum of existence is the magic of being needed by just one other person."
~Vi Putnam

"We've got to regain knowledge again, and we've got to regain an understanding again, of who we are. Not just those chosen to fuel systems, but individuals who have the power to criticize and analyze, and attack injustice when it becomes prevalent and apparent in front of our faces like it is in ours right now. We've been all put to sleep. Put to sleep to a system. A system that continues to perpetrate ignorance amongst our spirit and amongst our minds. One that wants you not to act. A system that would rather see all of you at that bar drinking beer filling your minds being put to sleep with beer or with drugs rather than acting against it and fighting a system which has been perpetrating imperialist lies and other fucking bullshit for five hundred years. So fuckin' drink up or fuckin' wake up. Your part of the solution or your part of the fuckin' problem. I am sick and tired of my own complacence in my life and I know I'm fuckin' sick of yours. So wake up and stop fuckin' sleeping. Wake Up."
~Zack de la Rocha in Stockholm in 1992.

"The only bad "f-word" is FCC."
~Tom Morello

"The classroom's the last room to get the truth."
~Zack de la Rocha

"The riddle that man must solve, he can only solve in being who he is and not something else." ~Friedrich Nietzsche

"The ends justify the means." ~Machiavelli


My life is rated NC-17.
What is your life rated?

The Ultimate Death Survey

What do you think happens after you die? Nothing.

Do you believe in heaven? No.

Do you believe in hell? No.

Do you think you will be judged after you die? No.

How many people would attend your funeral? Don't know...not many, I'm sure.

Would you rather that people cry or laugh at your funeral? I don't care either way...I think they will party.

What's better? A shot in the head or downing pills? Either one's fine with me.

What should be written on your tombstone? "The scars of memory never fade away..."

Would you rather die childless or divorced? Childless.

Do you want to die in the morning, afternoon, or night? Night...I love the darkness.

If you had a million dollars to leave, who would you leave it to? Charities.

What kind of flowers do you want at your funeral? Black roses and baby's breath.

On your deathbed, which moment will you most remember? When I met the people I loved.

Have you ever watched someone die? Yes.

What's the most gruesome death you can imagine? One in which my spirit can never rest.

How often do you think about death? Actually...a lot.

Is fear of dying your number one fear? No.

Do you believe in reincarnation? No.

Have you ever wished someone you loved were dead? Yes.

Do you consider life short or long? Long

Do you think you have a soul? Yes.

Assisted suicide for a terminally ill person is: Acceptable.

If you were cremated, where would you like your ashes? In Japan.

Would you choose to be immortal, if you could be? If I could never feel again...yes.

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Your Element Is Fire

Your passion and emotion are as obvious as the brightest flame.
You make sparks fly, and your passion always has the potential to burst out.

You are exciting and creative - and completely unpredictable.
You sometimes exercise control, and sometimes you let yourself go.

Friends describe you as sensitive, spirited, and compulsive.
Bright and blazing with intensity, you seem mysterious and moody to many.

Trait . low score high score
Sociability 1% socially reserved, detached friendly, open
Aggressiveness 92% mild mannered, uncompetitive predatory, domineering
Assertiveness 51% introverted, loner controlling, aggressive
Activity Level 3% relaxed, laid back vigorous, high energy
Excitement-Seeking 1% sedate, restrained adventurous, wild
Enthusiasm 1% somber, pessimistic cheerful, optimistic
Trust 1% suspicious of others trusting of others
Submissiveness 23% rebellious, lawless dutiful, obedient, compliant
Altruism 1% selfish, cold, austere helpful, selfless, indulgent
Cooperation 1% argumentitive, confrontational conflict averse, meek
Modesty 34% arrogant, self-satisfied humble, unassuming, doormat
Sympathy 6% callous, heartless empathetic, warm
Confidence 79% not confident in work confident in work, egoistic
Neatness 68% disorganized, messy planner, clean, anal
Dutifulness 78% dishonest, derelict honest, rule abiding, proper
Achievement 90% lazy, unmotivated driven, goal oriented
Self-Discipline 96% procrastinator responsible, efficient
Cautiousness 43% spontaneous, daring, reckless careful, controlled, safe
Anxiety 96% relaxed, fearless fearful, worrier
Volatility 96% calm, cool touchy, tempermental
Depression 97% content, balanced emotional, self hating
Self-Consciousness 91% confident, assured low self esteem, shy
Impulsiveness 47% high self control low self control
Vulnerability 63% resilient, unphased confused, helpless
Imagination 86% practical, realistic dreamer, unrealistic
Artistic Interests 95% artistic indifference art, nature, beauty lover
Introspection 87% not self reflective self searching
Adventurousness 61% conventional, safe spontaneous, bold
Intellect 95% instinctive, non-analytical intellectual, analytical
Liberalism 91% conservative, traditional progressive, open

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